A night moth was flying
Through the relentless summer rain.
The drops lashed frantically
At her flattened body
And it hurt — so what?
She wanted this, after all,
Here you can't deceive, can't lie.
How these vicious flashes of lightning
Tear at the feeble flesh,
Raising waves of pleasure!
You are beautiful — and guilty for
What the Lord bestowed upon you:
The ability to serve obediently
And allow yourself to be whipped.
Sinful, cursed, depraved —
A handmaid-yin to the lord "Yang"...
And though she perished irrevocably,
Every stroke back and forth
Was agonizing and pungent to her:
Lash then, rain, a thousandfold
Your divine trash.
To love, to soar — but can I fall
Before the one who crumples my wings,
Obediently offering myself to pain?
Forgive, Master, this mortal fool,
For not being able to burn to ashes...
"But he, rebellious, seeks a storm"?
She sought — and found.
