Sadness, Simple Words, Question.

Sadness

I walked down the street, accompanied by my sorrow. The light of dim streetlamps, illuminating the path, clothed me like a thin shroud. I walked like a shadow among the gloomy houses, not discerning the road or the way, piercing me through with needles, the cold rain poured down in the night.

I left quietly, unnoticed, not wanting to disturb or wake you. With my unrequited love, I will try to live on. You will see me no more, you will not call me yours, you will not caress me, you will not embrace me, today I became no one's.

Simple Words

I… love you—such simple words.

I… love you—how hard it can be to say. Maybe I want something else, maybe I just want to?…fuck.

Maybe it's lust, a desire to just give? Or maybe it's just an attraction like that, maybe it's a fantasy?…damn it… How hard it can be to understand…

I love you…it's not simple, even though they are just words. But how seriously your head can ache from them.

To say and forget…not attaching meaning, for some it's just attraction. For others, it's molten lead in the heart, you want to say something obscene.

Maybe someone will let it go in one ear and out the other, and someone might even with a noose around their neck… Three simple words. They can kill, or they can bring a sick person back to life. Sick, sick with you…Is your hero a man or a woman? Or a heroine? I want to try heroin…to get lost in these fantasies…so that nothing distracts in this world. These children screaming on the street, someone kissing loudly in the stairwell.

I'm telling you…I love you…because I feel you…

Question

You asked me - Why? I simply answered - I don't know…I won't say anything now, not answering your question…So probably the stars aligned, so probably the sun was shining in that seemingly random moment when you called me sweet. I bashfully closed my eyes, remained silent without answering, smiled at these words as if not noticing them. Since then, much time has passed, time flew quickly like the wind, I gave you all of myself, everything I had in my soul. These days and crazy nights are impossible to forget, my dear. You asked me - Why? I simply answered - I don't know.. Why, choosing you, did I tenderly extend my hand then… Why, closing my eyes, did I accept this sweet torment… So probably the stars aligned, so probably the sun was shining, we found each other, the universe became too small for the two of us…