Didn't expect that from myself

I consider myself a sl...ut now... No one forced me. And I have a boyfriend, but the fact that I cheated on him, I wanted it myself.

I couldn't just keep hearing my mom's friend come over closer to night anymore. I always hear her moaning, sighing, and all those sounds... Lately, I've been masturbating while she was being fucked... And that was stressing me out, you could say.

Different thoughts came during that, and they honestly scared me. And no matter how much I thought about it, I still decided to approach my mom's friend myself and spread my legs...

Sometimes he stayed at our house until morning. And he didn't always leave

at the same time as my mom; he could linger a bit.

I hesitated for a long time, but still, another time when he stayed over in the morning after my mom left for work, I just decided to try and see what happens.

I went into his room and started a conversation. He was very surprised to see me so early. And at first, I got a bit shy, didn't start talking right away.

I was in just a T-shirt and panties. And of course, he was checking me out, I noticed that.

I told him I was very ashamed and awkward to ask him, but I asked him please not to tell my mom that I approached him. He said no problem...

Anyway, I told him to come to my room in about two minutes, and when he comes in, not to say anything, and that he'd understand everything himself. And I went to my room.

I really didn't know how to tell him that I get all wet when he fucks my mom and that I wouldn't mind giving it to him myself, so I figured out how to do it.

I went to my room, took off my panties, and lay on my stomach, slightly spreading my legs. I put a condom next to me and started waiting...

It was very scary, and I was trembling all over, but the desire was stronger, and I just waited for him to come in.

And then I heard him come into the room, he stood there for a bit and sat down next to me on the bed. He didn't do or say anything, as I asked.

And then I felt him start stroking my legs. He did it very slowly, and I just stayed silent and slightly spread them again, waiting to see what would happen next...

About a minute later, he ran his hand up my leg to my butt and immediately slid his fingers into my pussy and started pushing them into me...

I was so aroused that I couldn't hold back anymore; I got on my knees, arched my back, and waited for him to start having me.

When he entered me, I thought I'd come right away; he had a decent-sized dick, and I even got scared at first that something would hurt down there. But I was so wet that he slid in almost immediately.

I'll never forget how I moaned and asked for more, for him not to stop; I'd never had anything like that before.

In the end, I came after about five minutes, and he kept fucking me.

After another couple of minutes, he stopped, pulled his dick out of me, and told me to get on my knees in front of him.

I silently obeyed him and did as he said. I guessed why. He just continued fucking me, but only in my mouth.

And then I felt cum start flowing from his dick. He was holding my head so tightly that I just managed to swallow until he finished completely and let me go...

It was terribly shameful, but at the same time, I was so satisfied that I just looked at him and stayed silent.

He quietly said I was a good girl and that we should do it again, and left the room...

It's been three days since that morning. I don't know what to do. The feeling that I'll constantly behave like this. And that scares me.

I haven't told any of my friends about this; I know the comments would be awful. But I liked it. I want to write more if it happens again.