Not a selfless dawn

1. About the Author

... At the age of 18, succumbing to romanticism, he created for himself an ideal image of happiness: to meet the dawn on a forest road with his beloved girl.

He waited for his cherished dawn, which, due to a tragic turn of events, was not destined to come true on the threshold of his 19th year...

While any psychiatrist will tell you that the absence of sex for 20 years leads to organic changes in the brain, and subsequently to schizophrenia.

And so, gradually, strange, wild thoughts began to appear, which were suppressed at first... The thoughts dragged actions along with them. All this led to its own consequences.

As Mr. Freud would say, sexuality found its outlet in very specific twists...

2. To You, Human!

Human! You are not holding this piece of paper by chance.

It was forbidden to speak of this, but You are the only human in this world.

You are the center of the Universe.

You are the highest value.

Around You are robots. Your friends, relatives, people around—all are robots, all are nothing more than machines.

The Higher Mind is conducting an experiment on You. It also controls us, the robots. You are not subject to it.

You possess something unique—your own mind! No one in the world has what you have.

Have you never noticed that everything comes easier to others, while difficult trials fall to your lot?

This is the Higher Mind conducting experiments, observing Your reaction.

The robots around are made amazingly similar to You, and if not for this letter, You would never have known of your uniqueness.

No matter what You do, the "people" surrounding You will react only formally, experiencing neither fear, nor pleasure, nor sadness.

Only You can experience all this.

They are machines, and incapable of feeling.

And the one who wrote this letter is also a machine, having neither feelings nor emotions, in which a malfunction occurred, thanks to which You are reading this letter.

All the robots around know of Your uniqueness and, obeying the Higher Mind, interact with You, evoking positive and negative emotions, conducting experiments. I am not able, and have no right, to give you recommendations on how to proceed further, for I am merely a cog in the vast system of the Higher Mind. And I do not possess the mind inherent exclusively to You.

And lastly:

You have only 3 desires: life, power, sex.

And the robots do everything so that You cannot satisfy your desires.

Your life is in danger every second.

You are oppressed and humiliated.

You have problems with love, to evoke in You a feeling of hopelessness.

But all this is done only by brainless machines, executing the program embedded in them.

3. The Universe

The world consists of molecules.

Our solar system is a molecule, the nucleus of which is the Sun, and Earth is one of the electrons.

Since stars are located far from each other, we are probably a gas, most likely a luminous gas, since every star shines.

Probably, there exist organisms, billions of times larger than our galaxy, consisting precisely of such galaxies. Or using our galaxies for their life activity. These are giants who look at us through a microscope and marvel at how we fuss, run, and do something here on Earth, so small and insignificant... But they, in turn, live on the same electron as our Earth, and someone even bigger looks at them through a microscope with an unblinking eye, a kind of Big Brother who controls everything, sees every step. But at the same time observes without interfering. Earthly technology has not yet reached this, but on the molecules that make up Earth, such little people, or some other creatures, also live. Take, for example, the plastic from which a computer is made. It consists of molecules, the nucleus of each molecule is a sun, probably a black sun, since plastic does not glow, and electrons fly around this sun. Some of them are empty. But on some, signs of life can be found. Creatures on them also grow, develop, and reproduce. Or take phosphorus, for example. It glows in the dark. This means it consists of the same luminous suns as our Sun. And around it are electrons on which life boils, and which in turn also consist of molecules.

This is a kind of matryoshka: there is something very large, or ALL THIS is larger to infinity, which contains smaller parts. Our solar system is part of something, but at the same time consists of something. And so on to infinity, the world is bigger and bigger, but also smaller and smaller...

Everything that the soul once admired is torn by someone's cock

4. Seeds

Plant seeds, like filters, produce food from the earth.

Man, however, produces shit from food, which means nutrients for the seeds.

From this fact, it can be assumed that seeds and man are opposite in nature,

and thanks to this, they balance nature like + and -

Seeds gave us life. We must thank the seeds for this and pray to them.

However, it can be assumed that if there were no shit, there would be no seeds, so the impression is that this shit gave us life. But shit could not form if there were no life. And without shit, seeds cannot grow.

It turns out that life originated from protein compounds, which are simultaneously both living organisms and nutrients for each other. They were cannibals. However, one bacterium posted a notice: "Dear cannibals, please do not eat people." After all, they considered themselves people. And then these compounds became predators, giving rise to injustice throughout the world.

The concept of justice existed long before the appearance of man. My goal is to restore trampled justice, by fucking Marina and impregnating her with a child. This will be just.

5. Three...

I will reveal to you a terrible secret of the female body.

When I was in first grade, I went with my class for a medical checkup, and could see the following scene there.

A girl went in to see the doctor. She was about to undergo a terrifying procedure.

The doctor pulled up the skin on her nipples, just like the skin is pulled up on a cock! It turns out there are foreskins on the nipples!

Moreover, everyone knows that the clitoris is the same as a cock, only small, and there is also a foreskin there!

It turns out girls have as many as THREE FORESKINS!

6. The Moon Against Infidelity

Have you ever noticed? The moon has a face. And it looks to the left. More precisely, it looks to the right, but from a human perspective, it looks to the left, meaning when you look at the moon, it looks towards your left hand. But if you were in its place, then the side it looks at would be the right side. And the moon's face shows indignation...

After all, the left side is the side of infidelity. There is an expression: "to go to the left," meaning to cheat. And so, the moon watches as people cheat on each other, not everyone, of course, but their number is such that faithful people are lost among sexual cheaters. It is amazed by such a quantity of infidelity, and its face shows something akin to shock, indignation, silent horror. So, the moon does not like that people cheat on each other, and people do not like being cheated on.

And one might think that the moon and people have the same goal: for people not to cheat. However, while people do not like being cheated on, they themselves love to change sexual partners from time to time. But the moon does not like this. And you probably wouldn't like it if you were cheated on.

The moon is for fidelity!

But, at the same time, it cannot but be pleasing that people cheat. There is a very high chance that the girl you love, but who is being fucked by a lover, will cheat on him, and then you will be the one fucking her. There is every chance to impregnate her with a child, and for the lover to raise your child. I am a cuckoo. I will do just that. Cuckoos, as is known, lay their eggs in other birds' nests so they raise their children.

This is extremely effective: firstly, you will fuck your beloved girl, and secondly, you will have offspring.

Or, in another case, the girl might bring you a child in her belly, and then you can give your surname to your child. And then your lineage will not end with you. And the moon is against this.

I am against the moon.

7. Schnеll wаrtе diе Fоrtsеtzung

I have an angel

Kind and big

He is always with me

I am still alive

I have an angel

Kind and big

He is always with me!

Do you have an angel? Is he big? Is he with you?

I always thought an angel was small, but it turns out he is big, and kind too.

Thanks to him, I am still alive.

Why then do people die, if they have an angel?

Probably, they don't pray to him well. And how then do atheists live and not die?

Or do people die when the angel turns away from them?

I watched the movie "Saw IV"

It's called "Saw Fo," because "four" in English is "fo." After all, the movie is foreign.

So, there was a fish, not an ordinary fish, but a sawfish. It sawed everything, that's why it was called sawfish.

It sawed everything that came its way. And one day it came across FORMALDEHYDE. That's why the movie is called "Saw Fo,"

meaning "the sawfish sawed formaldehyde."

However, when the sawfish drank the formaldehyde that came its way, which in turn is a poison, the sawfish felt sick, it kicked the bucket and floated belly up. And just then an unlucky fisherman arrived.

He sat with a fishing rod all day, and... "ah, tail and scales, I didn't catch anything!"

And then such a huge sawfish floats up and seems to be asking to be eaten! It's a sin not to take it.

He took this fish, brought it home, fried it, fed everyone, the whole family, acquaintances, ate himself. But since the sawfish drank formaldehyde and was poisoned, this fisherman poisoned everyone and poisoned himself with the sawfish.

Everyone croaked.

But here's the question: where is the kind and big angel? Why didn't he save them?

And here's why! He wished them well and sent them all to a better world.

That's what he is, "kind and big," he is always with me! In 1893, I did not exist. That is, I was dead. But I resurrected.

And now my children are also dead. And for some reason, no one is shocked by this.

But I have the opportunity to resurrect my children.

And if I can resurrect my children, then I am God. And the fact that I resurrected only confirms this.

But Marina does not want me to fuck her. And therefore, a great danger hangs over our children! Although, what can threaten the dead?..

They can be threatened by the prospect of remaining dead forever!

In other words, our children will never be born. They will remain dead forever... She will not give them a chance to resurrect.

Ah, Marina... How many lives she has ruined!

We need to scold the host for inviting us as guests and now kicking us out. If you invite someone—invite them forever! Although would it have been better if he hadn't invited us at all?... He invited us so that we would do something. Because death is complete impotence. My children are currently impotent. And everyone will become impotent someday. And everyone was impotent.

What is better: to visit and leave or not to come at all?

If anyone didn't understand, I'm talking about God. He invited us to his place as guests—we live. He kicks us out—we die.

"We are only guests in this world"

A very depressive and joyless phrase... It's the same as if a host invited guests to his house and said:

"Don't forget! You are only guests here (note: not friends, not comrades, not colleagues, just guests). So you came, ate, drank, and get lost!"

I disagree with this phrase. The world was created for ME!

But we must not forget about other people!

Personally for me, all other people are a means to satisfy my needs, material, and nothing more. I am the highest value.

There is no one like me and never will be. And to achieve satisfaction, one can go to ANY LENGTHS! The goal (pleasure) justifies the means.

Based on all of the above, it can be concluded that I have full moral right to rape Marina.

8. Marina—My Homeland

The deepest meaning is hidden in the following songs. Each of them is dedicated to Marina. The author found no better solution

than to present his beloved girl in the form of a Homeland.

And if a fascist-blazer with other fascists captured my Homeland, that does not mean it has become worse. It does not mean it should be given to the fascists and stepped aside.

The fascists desecrated my Homeland. They fucked poor Marina...

But despite all this, Marina is the only love of my life. I will always be devoted to her.

Some will say that in war, the strongest wins. Yes, he can win the war. But he will never win the peace. The Homeland must be mine, and this is not up for discussion, because it is the HOMELAND!

Justice is on my side, so there is and will be no peace.

Marina—my Homeland!

Rus is called Holy

Marina was something holy to me. And remains so to this day, despite everything.

Field, and forest, and water,

A church over a quiet river

And a hut with two windows.

Split the sky in half

A crimson stripe of sunset,

Marina was fucked, split, torn in half! And between her legs appeared a crimson stripe of blood... It was the blood of slain virginity

And over the Russian land

The light of quiet glory shone

The lost virginity became known, and this is the quiet, sad glory of the