I beat like a wounded bird against glass
And buzz like a restless fly,
Now I pretend to be a grumbling old woman,
Now I forgive offenses easily.
I fret like a butterfly under a glass dome
Of your multifaceted desires.
Full of vague guilt, justifications,
I cling persistently like a playful puppy.
Like a foolish fish, I bite at the lure
Of your ornate, bright clothing,
In my anxiety, I cherish hopes
To preserve the spring of our passion.
I rush like a mad elephant headlong,
Breaking and destroying my former life,
Directing my carcass toward you.
Sometimes I sneak in like a stealthy thief.
I change like water in a river
And glisten like a sunbeam,
Now a refined dandy, now a boy.
My heart has long been on the hook.
You skillfully set the hook
With tender affection, a haughty smile...
Fierce sex has become bait for me.
I have swallowed it deep.
